I think eventually , I got tired . no , I’m not perfect and I know that I walk around with issues just like the next person . but I was always there for you , even when most of the time you didn’t do the same for me . I think eventually , you pushed me to the point when I didn’t even want to work I out because I know exactly what’s going to happen . I think that you drained me , not only from loving you but now I can’t give anyone else a chance because of the shit you put me through. I always thought no matter the bullshit I would be down to work it out . and now I just feel like … work it out for what ? I honestly feel like fuck it .
I don’t think anyone could truly understand how being without you hurts . i miss you , and your lips . and your sex … and the way you laugh . and the way you make me laugh . when I’m with you . . im on a natural high . there is nothing that would make me more happy . but it’s all over , and even though being without you is the worst feeling in the world . it’s just one im going to have to deal with I guess . I keep praying it just goes away 😔
